And in the end, all the longings whispered into such fragile relational casings, are as apt to refract —bend light into new visions— as to shatter. When the spell breaks, the stasis of those held desires
Written in 2014
Lyrics
Time stood still in our breaking
Shards of shattered will
In our breaking, all was still
So still
In the silence of complacent years
Lays the carnage of winter's tears
In the silence of these cares turned to fears
I sleep with your heart still singing
The blood of my dreams
I can't breathe
Because I'm frozen without you
I whisper to the wind my longing
Find me. Free me. Melt me. Need me. Hold me. Thrill me.
Breathe, fill me.
Touch me. Heal me.
Sing, move me.
Love me. Call me. Come back to me.
I'm unfilled in my waiting
Empty of you still
I am waiting, heart unfilled
Oh until
In the wasteland of these withered words
Parched and lonely, still unheard
In this wasteland I'm inert
With empty hurt
I wish to ignite rebirthing
The world keeps on turning
Just not me
Because I'm frozen without you
I whisper to the wind my longing
Find me. Free me. Melt me. Need me. Hold me. Thrill me.
Breathe, fill me.
Touch me. Heal me.
Sing, move me.
Love me. Call me. Come back to me.
Restart my heart
Promise me summer again
Breathe our story into these frozen
Words of mine
Find me. Free me. Melt me. Need me. Hold me. Thrill me.
Breathe, fill me.
Touch me. Heal me.
Sing, move me.
Bend me. Break me. Map me. Make me.
How I want to be warmed by you
I was yours from the start.
Touch me. Heal me.
Sing, move me.
Love me. Call me.
Come back to me.
Come back to me.
Frozen without.