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  1. Hurricane

From the recording Hurricane

<p><span style="color: #000000;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">Hurricane is a story of possession, the kind of obsessive love that pulls you in with its intensity, knocks the breath right out of your lungs and has you desperately searching for solid ground again. Why stay, except that the air is electric with desire, why stay but for the sweetness of being obsessed over. It is the story of needing to feel loved and then trying to find oneself again after being consumed by it.&nbsp;</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">A lot went into the creation of this song. One of the first impetus` was a dream that my ex-husband had. He woke up one morning and said `I had this dream about a song you wrote that was a video and I was watching the video and it went exactly like this`. He proceeded to lay out the video in exquisite detail and ended by saying, `the last notes of the chorus sounded like&hellip;la da di da da la di da` ~laugh~. An amazing dream, but not much musically to go on. Hurricane was a painstakingly slow song to write. I wrote and rewrote lyrics, worked for months and months on how to structure the song and had endless conversations with myself about `what was I trying to say`. I drew a lot from experiences I have had with obsessively possessive people, including one romantic relationship I had which left me shell shocked, numb and crying almost every day. I also drew from non-romantic relationships that bordered on possession. It was grueling at times, and though I am generally a positive and upbeat person, Hurricane has been a song that purged a lot of memories, and leftover pain. For anyone who has ever wondered `How did it get to this? How did I get to a point where I allowed myself to be treated like this?`, this song is for you. I have thought those thoughts, and at one particularly low point I wondered if I would ever laugh again.</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">Written in Spring of 2008 <a href="https://itunes.apple.com/ca/album/hurricane/id315490253?i=315490546&uo=4" target="itunes_store"><img style="border: 0;" src="http://r.mzstatic.com/images/web/linkmaker/badge_itunes-sm.gif" alt="Hurricane - Heartwood" /></a></span></span></p>

Lyrics

<p><span style="color: #000000;"><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">You`re a whirlwind, came in like a summer storm</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">Temptuous heat, precipitous release</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">Moving through everything I knew</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">I`m surrounded by you</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">Caught in your eyes, their dark restless seas</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">Take possession of me</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">Oh love is all I can see</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">You felt real in my cut-throat world of make belive</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">Savage ire, insatiable desire</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">I dance through your moods</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">Trying to subdue the trust I once knew</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">I`m sacrificed on the altar of you</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">Is this what it means to be loved</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">Loved by you</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">I can`t stand your lies anymore</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">In the eye of the storm you were so sweet</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">Oh so sweet</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">But you are what you are</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">And the storm it brews inside</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">Why, why why oh</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">Why must you be a hurricane?</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">Good intentions fill the empty space between</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">Battered words and never being heard</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">Crushed by this need that won`t let me breathe</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">Your storm surge of jealousy</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">I`m going insane, I`m losing my way</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">In this deluge of pain</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">I need some shelter again</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">I can`t live like this anymore</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">Ine the eye of the storm</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">You were so sweet</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">Oh so sweet</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">But you are what you are</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">And the storm it brew inside</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">Why, why, why oh</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">Why must you be hurricane?</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">Why must you be a hurricane?</span><br style="color: #997066; font-family: Arial, Verdana; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px;">Why must you be a hurricane?</span></span></p>